Friday, February 20, 2009

THE day


next week, Tuesday, the 24th of febr, my birthday, my 20th birtday. Awful. Is it just me or is it really scary, it's giving me the creeps. I mean ...20 years...that's a lot. Thats like 1/4th of my life.
I am not a teenager. I mean HELLO! TEENager...I am not anymore a nineteen year old teenager.
Very shocking. I think this is when you really turn in to an adult. You grow up. You have to grow up. It's a must. But, what if I don't want to grow up, I just don't wanna. I feel happy as I am. Young, and not caring.

With the 20th year, you feel older, much older. Not like when you get from 18 to 19. It's not like that. It's a real mile stone, atleast in my oppinion. So, anyway, maybe it's not so bad.

I got a postcard, and a letter from my best friend. She is in England.

The postcard had the next poem in it:

Laughing and chatting
and drinking wine
I'm so glad you 're
a friend of mine!

Hope your Birthday
is every bit
as wonderful as you!

So touching. A person who really loves me, no matter what happens, or where she is. I hope I am a friend like that too to her. :)


Nóry said...

I share the same feelings about my 20th birthday, though it is in summer but still not far away. I don't feel like an adult and I think I don't look like as well.. :D Anyway I wish you a Happy 20th Birthday!

Andika said...

Thank you :)

Kati said...

I can only say the same things that Nóry said. My birthday is in July but I am really shocked that I will become 20. AAAAAAHHHHHH!!! It's a lot more frightening than a horror film. However,it should be a fantastic day for you. So HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!!!

K said...

I also wish Happy Birthday to You!!